What is something you want to "get off your chest"?

and I wasn’t raised like how I should’ve. I’m whitewashed and I get made fun of it

But I just wanna disappear and not exist. I don’t like this world. I like my life but not how I live or how this world functions

I eat the same thing every other day . Pasta, macaroni, fries, beans (or sometimes eggs) with tortillas, and sometimes cheese bread from little Cesar’s. Its the same fucking thing every day

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I genuinely don’t know what to think of myself anymore

About all my friends

Like I wanna fly and be an animal tbh

Do you think trump realizes that if he significantly decreases the size of CIA, that there is a higher chance of him being assassinated?

I gave it to my friend so she can sneak in popcorn for me, that I gave her money to buy for me since they wouldn’t let me

.dont tell me to get help, I’m fully aware that I need it.

I hate it

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I don’t want that and I don’t know how to get rid of it but I’m scared to get help like what do I even say to them? That I hit and abused my dog and have the urge to hit and throw things and scream like I’m some abuser?

And this voice and body, I hate it. I sound like a little girl and I look like a kid. I don’t want to be a girl

I think I’m scared to lose another friend

What does it mean if someone asks if it’s pink?

There’s been times I’ve done it to drawn feral porn and I hate it so much. Why do I like to put these bad things that I find so disgusting and hate it so much on myself as if I’m one of them

When I was younger (prob around 9-10h I got so mad that I thought of throwing max against the dresser really hard

I think it’s my depression but idk maybe it’s me cause I’d never want to call anyone incuinf her

Why is the French way to say please is "S'il te plaît" and not "Pour Favour" like Spanish and Portuguese "Per Favor" and Italian "Per Favore" in the Romance languages group?

“your mom” that rlly hurts though when she say it

I grabbed him and was about to do it but I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt him

They’re both small dogs

How can I fall asleep fast at night?

I can’t get rid of it. I wanna peel my skin off and hide away. I felt so exposed at school without my sweater

Just wanted to put it out there

I just feel so guilty about everything I do. I’m weird and I hate it and I don’t like myself

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I can’t anymore I just hate it

I want to be a boy

I never returned a call. I never called first. I did answer some calls but it was short and whenever I went to her house (this all started to happen after I was maybe 11 between 13) I just stayed in my room and barley hung out with her

So I’m getting piano lessons and my teacher wants me to get an upright piano instead of a keyboard. An upright piano is way above my price range, so what do I do? And what’s the difference between an upright piano and a keyboard?

I’m afraid that whatever this is, my anger issues and depression, is gonna cause me to hurt someone I love in the future

I hate her she’s so annoying and always touching and hitting me but I don’t know why I put up with it

My heart hurts so much it feels like it’s being squeezed and thrown around

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I think my mom favors me and that makes my sister have some kind of hidden dislike for me but I know she loves me

I made a new friend though and I’m happy about that

It’s been a long time and I can’t handle it anymore

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Sometimes it’s funny but I’m just so tired of feeling out of place with everyone

Likes we’re not siblings

I can’t even do the simplest things like washing my own dish or picking up the dogs poop and I make such a big deal about it every single fucking time

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He also has anger isssues I think. One time he got so mad that he threw a plate at the wall and it broke

I can’t even think about actually eating other stuff

Idk tbh

Ive been pretending to be okay and acting as normal as possible, but Im actually completely heartbroken after a recent breakup. Its painful and really affecting me, to the point where I cant concentrate at work, Ive lost my appetite, I cant sleep, and It feels as if my whole world has been turned upside down. I loved him so much. He said so many cruel things to me and it made me realize he must not have loved me the way I loved him, or he wouldnt have said such horrible things. How do I handle the heartbreak and why cant I accept that he didnt love me and just forget about him?

I masturbate every once a while to porn and I hate it but it feels good and every time after I do it I feel disgusting and horrible

and I’m such a picky eater

My room is a mess it’s like a hoarders house. I’m not even exaggerating. There’s clothes and random shit all over and I can’t even see the floor and I still keep bringing stuff in

What makes outside showers appealing? Why are they not commonly seen?

I hate seeing my dad my brother and siblings cry

My body my voice, especially my voice

And my fucking phone wouldn’t let me know when she would call and when she would leave voice mails saying to call her back when I can and that she loves me

I’m 15 btw idk if anyone will ever read this or maybe myself when im older

I want to but I can’t

I want to kill myself but I know I can’t. I have a quince coming up and my mom and dad would have wasted ten thousand on it . I wish I knew how much it’d cost

I wouldn’t have done it if I knew

I hate myself so much

I miss her so much and I feel so much guilt . I was close with her

I just feel so bad. My sister never got one cause at the time they were poor (I wasn’t alive then) and I’m spoiled now and I can do things she couldn’t when she was younger

I just pulled frosty out under my bed by his arm even though I knew it would hurt

I can’t stop crying I feel so weird and I know I am

I’d go the the movies with her sometimes and watch movies on tv with her and sit in the living room with her but that’s just about it

And she ate half of the popcorn

I never did that and I feel so guilt and bad after but I just did it again

Max was under there too so I tried getting him out and he growled and I hit him again and again each time

I also look at people dying and being abused like gore shit

I never saw them cry and it hurt to see my dad especially cause he rarely does

I think if I had children, I’d abuse them when I’m mad. That’s why I don’t want children. I don’t want to hurt them but these urges to just hit and throw and break stuff is so strong to the point I have to harm myself to get rid of it

I think

My arm rlly hurts rn cause I just scratched it to the bone

My grandmothers death isn’t helping either

I told her to give it to me or my teacher or anyone she saw she knew that I KNEW in my part of the school and she gave it to some fucking stranger and I don’t know where it is now

this is a rant/vent and not worth reading. Major tws here for a bunch of shit

He cried and I let go but I still pulled him out to kick him out